“Be careful! You can die from that shit, ya know?”
Do you know how many times I hear that in just one day? Too many and most of the time it’s from another junkie.
I’m well aware of how dangerous meth is, especially when injected and I’m not totally irresponsible. I mean, obviously shooting up any drug is slightly irresponsible but I think I’m pretty responsible.. at least for a junkie. Anytime I get a little more high than I intended, my friends are instantly concerned and talk to me as if I’m attempting to overdose. If I were to take my own life, it wouldn’t be with a meth induced heart attack. That sounds awful and I’d much rather have a more quick and painless suicide. There’s nothing painless or quick about a heart attack.
I enjoy being high and when I accidentally get a little too high it ceases to be enjoyable, why would I want that? Plus, it makes me nauseas and there’s nothing I hate more than throwing up. Except maybe peanut butter. Oh, and babies that cry on airplanes. I just wish everyone would calm down, relax.. maybe put something in your arm. Idk but stop worrying about me because I’ll be fine. I’ve made it this far, haven’t I? The Heroin Queen’s favorite thing to say,
“You always act like it’s totally impossible for you to die. You’re not invincible.”
Well, I beg to differ. I’m a super hero, remember?
By: Lauren Fanning / Bloody (MentalBloody)